i CAN do this!

hi blog!!! it's been forEVER since i wrote, and i hate to say i joined the masses of being lazy and unproductive but it's true, i did, but now it's time to get back on track.



i got a membership to the gym again today, and its for a whole year, not just a few months, and for ALL the gyms. and this week i made a promise to myself to eat better and i've had a slim fast for breakfast the past few days, cliff bars and leftovers for lunch, and chicken/salad for dinner, which is a gigantic improvement over how i've been eating lately.



i dont know if anyone reads this anymore (and I don't blame you) but i watched extreme makeover this past weekend. it was a touching story of how this woman lost 100 pounds but had all this baggy skin. she ended up getting a boob job, tummy tuck, etc blah blah blah and the friend i was watching it with admitted he had work done on his stomach and itw asn't that big of a deal. so i decided that WHEN i lose 100+ pounds, the first thing I'm going to do is get that surgery (where they remove the excess skin) because that's important to me. not the cosmetic surgery, but that when i lose the weight that will be a reward and i'll look fantastic.



woo hoo! unfortunately my schedule is insanely busy as of late, and will continue to be like that for at least another month, but that's no excuse because i CAN do this!!! :) lol i know, im a nerd. whatever. so pumped!